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Back to December, our song.


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masih inget banget percakapan dulu.. dulu, 14 desember 2012.
aku bilang, intinya jadian bulan desember itu enak. Kalo putus bakalan ngepasi lagu. Back to December by Taylor Swift.
terus kamu jawab, intinya emangnya kita bakalan putus? enggak kan. 
But it happens.. so enjoy the song! :)
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

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Akhirnya bisa kayak biasanya lagi. Bener - bener sedikitpun gak kepikiran.
tiap hari rasanya tambah jauh. Tapi iya, bener katamu. Aku terimakasih banget sama kamu.
Jujur aku seneng banget malahan.
Tapi ada yang aneh. Makin hari ada perasaan gak enak. Apa? Benci. Iya.
Semakin sering aku nginget - nginget kejadian dulu, aku jadi tambah tambah tambah sebel.
Rasanya udah cukup. Cukup muak.
Mungkin aku pernah bilang kalo aku gak akan punya alesan buat benci sama kamu.
Tapi sekarang aku gak punya alesan lagi buat nggak benci sama kamu.
Aku ngrasa rendah banget dulu, gara - gara memohon - mohon sama kamu. Seolah - olah aku tu hina banget di depanmu.
Mungkin aku emang udah maafin kamu, tapi bukan berarti aku gak marah. Gak sengit sama kamu. Banget malah :)

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recent drawings agaaain!


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mau ngepost dua gambaran akhir akhir ini. Wah ternyata suasana hati ngaruh sama gambaran juga.
Gambaran jadi lebih...lebih apa yaa.. hahaha ._.
ini nih yang pertama.


ini terinspirasi dari gambar di deviantArt, gak tau pengean aja nggambar yang kayak gini gini. Mumpung lagi gak hawa gambar yang lucu lucu. Beginner banget nih gambar Momon gini :D tangan burungnya aja keple banget gitu -___-


nah ini yang kedua. Bisa dibilang ini... apa ya. Ya apa? hahaha ._. gaje ah. I think I just drew you. Somebody that I used to know. Biasanya aku yang tau semuanya. Sempet tau semuanya tentang kamu. Sekarang udah gak lagi. Hahaha. That's you playing your piano. With your long hair or maybe it's short now. Daaaan banyak lagi arti 'tersembunyi' dari gambar ini. Huahahaha alay tenan to aku ._.

Wah kangen banget gambar sesuatu yang bertuliskan 'Fourteen' or something related to us.
I miss you okay? I miss us. It's just..........sad.
But I'm trying to be as strong as I can be.
I'm trying to let you go. I'm trying very hard......... :)
HALO NGOPO IKI DADI GALAU. OKE BYE! :D

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